35-year-old Megan Fox is going through an exciting stage of rebirth. This is also the restart of her career, which, after several years of network lull, began to take off again. And, of course, this is the internal rebirth of Megan herself, provoked by her meeting with musician Colson Baker. 6> (stage name: Machine Gun Kelly). Against the background of the emasculated safety of the trending “ecological relationships” and “guest marriages,” the hormonal romance of Coulson and Megan looks like an anachronism from those times when self-destruction through sex, drugs and rock and roll was still in fashion. While their famous peers drink smoothies, practice qigong and talk about mindfulness, Megan and Colson drink each other’s blood, revive the fashion for glamorous gothic, and prefer a shamanic ritual with the use of ayahuasca to retreats.

Naturally, this bright union of two extremely handsome people, radiating such a painful sexual dependence on each other, cannot but irritate several communities at once. Unexpected divorce Megan with Brian Austin Green, to whom she gave birth to three sons, wounded the provincial puritans of one-story America to the very heart, but hardly shocked the radical feminists. However, the latter could not forgive Megan for her stinking femininity and old-fashioned role-playing game of submission. Last September, on the red carpet of the MTV VMA awards ceremony, the actress appeared in a provocative Mugler invisible dress. In an interview with journalists, the actress playfully boasted that Colson personally supervised the choice of outfit. “He said: “You must be naked today.” And I’m like: “I obey and obey, nаnochka.”. This story was seen by the fem community as a stinking sabotage of women’s hard-won liberties. And Megan once again felt that feminists were not ready to accept her into their ranks.

“I have never felt accepted by the feminist community. Whatever feelings and reactions I caused in them, it was something that they were unable to process. For some reason, this community rejects me… I still do a lot of things that are provocative from the point of view of any community. I was glorified as a feminist until I started calling my boyfriend “Lady.” This upset a very large number of people. Which I don’t think is funny enough. Because this is so much about allowing women to be…women. Allow us to live the life we ​​like. This is what feminism is,” Megan summed up in a recent interview with Glamor magazine. Recalling her meeting with Colson, Megan, either jokingly or seriously, calls herself his creator – in the sense that she literally “made a wish” for him in early childhood. An avid esotericist, Megan enjoys reading Tarot cards, lunar rituals, and believes in the materiality of thoughts and the manifestation of desires. “I didn’t know why I was even agreeing to a role in this film (talking about“Midnight in a Grain Field” , on the set of which Megan met Colson – ed.). I just knew that I didn’t have to do it. For some reason. And when we were at the read-through, no one had yet been approved for the role of one character. I asked “Who plays this role?” They said, “Oh, it’s Machine Gun Kelly.” Well, I seemed to have heard this name, but I didn’t know who it was. So I quickly looked on the Internet to see who it was, and when I saw it, I thought, “Oooh, that’s what I missed.” It physically corresponds exactly to the identity that I have been wishing for myself since I was four years old. I’m four years older than him. So I think I created it. My thoughts and intentions have grown him into the person he is. Who knows what he would have looked like and who he would have been if it weren’t for me.”.

The story that excited everyone about how Megan and Colson washed the head, tasting each other’s blood, turned out to be a harmless symbolic ritual. “I think that when they heard about how we “swept each other’s blood,” people imagined us with goblets in our hands. Yes, it’s just a couple of minutes. But yes, we did consume each other’s blood – purely for ritual reasons. This was done consciously and we controlled this process. Colson is more disorganized, restless and chaotic – he is more prone to grand gestures, such as cutting his chest with a piece of glass and offering “Take my soul, let my blood flow on you!” No, this did not happen, I can assure you. Well, maybe not exactly like that, but he’s done something similar many times already.”

Coulson and Megan’s two-year romance really does seem to consist of a lot of rituals and romantic gestures on a daily basis. The artists even keep a joint diary of their love: “For people who do not study astrology, this most likely will not mean anything, but Colson is filled with the energy of Pisces (zodiac sign – editor’s note) He is very romantic. He and I have a diary that you have been keeping since the moment we met. This diary is filled with our thoughts, feelings and our poetry.

In this turbulent flow of her own feelings and “powerful negative energy” from society, Megan built her own system of self-care. The actress, for example, gave up drinking alcohol ten years ago. And today he tries not to pick up the phone for as long as possible.

“Getting enough sleep is the most obvious thing. In this I show special zeal. When I don’t get enough sleep, I literally feel how it affects my mental state. I don’t smoke cigarettes. I never use recreational drugs, I am always completely sober. I don’t even drink a glass of wine. I’m not saying that everyone should do this, but for me personally this is the best option. Also, in taking care of yourself, it is very important to have enough quiet time spent in silence – to be able to connect to your superconsciousness, to God, to the spirit. And my lifestyle sometimes prevents this, and I feel lost when I don’t have the opportunity to do this. I stay away from my phone as much as possible. And there are times when I don’t touch it at all. And I return to what our bodies were created for – to be in nature, to be in silence, alone with ourselves.”.

The actress also stays away from social networks, briefly calling them evil:“I have social networks, but I don’t run them myself. An assistant leads them for me, and I just decide what I want to say. But personally, I don’t physically do this, because social networks are evil. Society has reached a point where we all seem to have learned that “bullying is bad, you shouldn’t bully children, it will only make them hate themselves and in some cases lead to suicide.” But when it comes to celebrities, all these social conventions are simply thrown out the window, and people spend an inordinate amount of their time harassing celebrities. Maybe it was worse before. But to be honest, I don’t think so. I think the invention of social networks made all this so accessible that it became much worse.”.