Foreign.
I don’t care.
The seasons change.
I’ll stay.
I’ll stay right here with you every night and every day.
I don’t know if this is.
I don’t care.
Every night and every day.
Look where it fits away.
Oh my God, if forever, my God, somewhere in between.
A new place, a new home for a while.
Let me feel alive, nothing to hold me back.
Take my time, just enjoy the ride.
I can’t find myself.
I know I’ll be okay, cause I found my way.
I was in the dark against it all, but made it through the thing, cause I found my way.
I found my way in bad times.
I know I’ll be okay, cause I found my way.
And all the fake friends I told you, if we dance, I know the feeling.
I love it, every boy, these babies.
Um, a new place, a new home for a while.
Let me feel alive, nothing to hold me back.
Take my time, just enjoy the ride.
Best I’ve ever felt.
Get me up, I can’t find myself, thank you, I found my way.
I found my way.
I was in the dark against it all, but made it through the thing, cause I found my way.
I found my way in bad times.
I know I’ll be okay, cause I found my way, my way.
I found my way.
I was in the dark against it all, but made it through the thing.
Cause I found my way.
I found my way in bad times, cause I’m up on my way.
Thank you, foreign, foreign, foreign, foreign, thank you.
You know the drama is never ending.
Don’t let it get the best of you and all the fake friends.
Take it over there again.
Baby, baby, baby, it’s traumatizing, I fall apart.
Take it over you soon, baby, three times.
Um, a new place, a new home for a while.
Let me feel alive, nothing to hold me back.
Take my time, just enjoy the ride.
I know, man, passing by life is good, best I’ve ever felt.
I can’t find myself.
Oh, I feel, I feel, I feel, I feel so alive.
I was in the dark against it all, but made it through the thing, cause I found my way.
I found my way here in bad times.
I know I’ll be okay, cause I found my way.
Welcome back to another Vlog.
No, I look like I don’t know.
So I’m just coming from there, a doctor’s appointment, which we had, and I came back.
I think about-
I don’t know, maybe about it- 45 minutes ago.
So when I came back.
I was just relaxing and breastfeeding your favorite internet.
Nephew.
Let me show you how he’s looking today.
He’s here, he’s tired.
So there is.
You guys have never seen him without a hat on.
So here it is: say hi, say hi.
So yeah, here it is.
Guys, we are doing okay,
We are doing fine.
So we are going to to see a doctor me, who was um, I wanted to consult my guy about the contraception that I’m gonna use.
So, for me, initially I wanted the the loop, but I think for now, temporary, temporary, we have settled for me to take the pill.
So that’s what I’m gonna take now.
But yeah, that’s just basically it, guys.
I’m really sorry, guys, that my last um, my last video, when I was editing-
I don’t know what happened.
I don’t know when I was editing the video
And then when I was um transferring it to my, to my PC, I don’t know what happened, how the music ended up overlapping and all that.
I don’t even know what happened.
Guys, I’m really sorry about the music that I was playing when I was speaking.
I’m sorry for that, but yeah, guys, let’s just basically it.
That day I was so stressed when I was editing that video.
I was really stressed, guys.
Currently we are building, which is a vlog on his own guys, which, if you guys want that kind of information about building and all that, especially for those people who um in Zimbabwe, if you want some information on building, what we’ve done, the journey and all that, just let me know I will definitely do that.
Uh, But Yeah, I’m just here chilling with the boy, Mr, Mr, Mr, we’re just chilling, taking a rest and all that.
You guys have never seen him without a head.
We actually shaved off all his hair.
I think when it was around three weeks, I never showed you guys that, because you know what.
Sometimes we really I really want to show you guys my parenting.
You know that’s what I we are doing.
But then I also remember, you know parenting is such a to me.
It’s such a sensitive issue because people will parent differently and sometimes when you do things your own way, people come and they tell you you have to do that.
I also remember in my last video people were coming for me like you’re putting too much blankets on the baby guys.
The baby doesn’t sleep with all those plugins.
It’s only when I used to wake up in the evening, like during the night in the middle of the night when I’m breastfeeding.
That’s why I only raped him like that, because I just wanted to him to feel, um, warm and all that guys, it was really cold in Winter.
June is winter here in Africa, like Southern Africa, or in Winter.
It was really cold and I needed this boy to be warm and to just because, firstly, we don’t have a heater, we don’t have an aircon, we don’t have nothing, so that you can imagine how the temperatures are so low during the night.
And also, guys, this child, this baby, was considered a pre-term, uh child, although it’s called a late prettier, because it came at 36 weeks.
So I really needed to keep this child warm.
But now it’s hot, we’re no longer raping him that much, but trust me when he’s sleeping.
I was not raping him with all those blankets when he was sleeping.
I don’t know why I’m even explaining my parenting to you guys, but anyway I just thought maybe I should just put it there just for context, because I saw a lot of people were saying, yeah,
I’m not putting too much black.
Yeah, guys, I know what I was doing.
Okay, the baby is fine, baby turned out fine and baby is doing well.
So yeah, guys, I’m really excited, uh, with this project that we are doing.
It’s quite a a big project.
This is our first house study with beauty.
Building is not easy.
It’s a lot of work, but I’m just grateful to God with where we are now.
If you guys want to continue on building, I can definitely do that for you, uh, and show you, because I’ve been like recording from the time when we started the project up to now, because I know that maybe sometime, at some point, I might need to share this information with you guys, but only if you need to see this kind of information.
I’ll appreciate that with you guys.
But we’re almost done.
We’re almost there and I can’t wait to create home videos with your home updates, how I’m going to decorate, how I’m going to finish the house and all that.
It’s quite exciting, guys, because, uh, yeah, but I think let’s just basically eat.
I want to say, I think that’s just basically it, guys, this Vlog is just a very short one, because I used to say that I needed to take a break because emotionally and mental, mostly mentally, I was not okay.
A lot was happening in my head, a lot of planning, things were not balancing, things were just all over the place, so that that’s why I decided that I needed to take a break from vlogging, and that’s that’s exactly what I did.
I took a break from vlogging and but now I’m back.
I’m not doing vlogging, yeah.
So thank you guys.
So much for watching this Vlog.
It’s I know it was very short, um, but thank you so much, guys, for watching.
I really appreciate you guys, and I’ll see you guys in my next video bye.